Premiered by The Esoterics conducted by Eric Banks at Holy Rosary Church in Seattle WA USA 2005
Special thanks to Meet the Composer
To yield is to preserve unity.
The opening line of Byron Au Yong's Surrender
encapsulates the message and experience of his work. As the text,
music, and movement weave together in performance, one feels viscerally
the essential truth that to resist, defend, or insist is to enter more
deeply into struggle. In a time so beset with aggression, anxiety, and
violence, it is a great joy to be reminded of the wisdom in
surrendering: to the unknown, the unassuming, to the collective gesture
of creativity and imagination.
The meditative state that this
piece evokes and requires holds us in such a gesture -- drawing energy
into itself, and then surrenduring just as fluidly, as a prayer for
possibility and for peace.
Karen Schwartz, The Esoterics August 2005
As an American in a time of discord, I challenge myself to
untangle the complexities, hear the outrage, accept the justifications,
recognize the fear, embrace the sorrow, and acknowledge the denial of
war, because I am descended from survivors of forced migration. My
grandparents fled Japanese imperialist aggression during World War II.
I am touched by their hardships as well as ceremonies of healing.
Surrender
combines singing with t'ai qi to reach a state filled with strength and
compassion, so I can continue to be engaged with my country at war. I
use text from the Dao De Jing because of the potential for
transformation contained in the Chinese ideograms of Verse 22, by Lao
Tzu. These include the character images for missing, confused heart,
hands pull apart, sun disappears, claws, chopping sound, crimes of the
mouths, and plants rise from the ground.
With the help of lyricist Aaron Jafferis, I merge Mandarin and English texts. The t'ai qi movements and vocals for Surrender are forever mindful of taking the next step.